I hate my rashes.
Ever since primary 4, whenever I take a hot bath, sweat under the sun, or swim under the sun, little red dots will show up on my face and neck. Sometimes if I'm lucky, it will appear on my arms as well. All thanks to the Lux green color body exfoliating wash. Y'see, from the fact that I can still remember its name, you know how big an impact it had left on me. I can even remember how the body wash looks like, just that it's not on the market already.
I hate rashes cos I can't do things I like, or rather, I can't enjoy the things I like whenever it appears. Although I do admit that I don't like jogging, I really love some sports! Even if I can't play well, I still love the process and how much fun you can have with your friends while playing! I love running on the beach and immersing myself in the seawater and looking at small creatures swim to and fro. I love all these. Unfortunately, I can only do so in a limited time span, or under certain conditions.
Some may think,
What, it's just some itches here and there, no biggie right?
But mine's beyond that I feel. Can you imagine having mosquito bites all over your forehead, on your two cheeks, below your eyes, behind your ears, around your neck? It doesn't feel good really. And it's even worse in seawater, my skin will feel like it's burning and it stings like hell after sometime.
And it doesn't help when people stare at me like I've got some kinda disease though I'm sort of getting used to it. It doesn't help when some people ask me, are you alright, and give me the 'Urgh I'm disgusted' look at the same time. It doesn't help when some of my friends say 'you look like you just endured a prolonged war' or comments like that.
Maybe it's just me. They may be really concerned afterall and it's perhaps cos of my cynicism. Even if they do feel so, it should come quite naturally right? Since it's really odd. Since I really do look like a Frankenstein.
But, itch plus looks always make me want to dig a hole in the ground.
That's why I hate my rashes. I'd always have to avoid staring at people straight in the face and hurry to the toilet and splash water onto my face and wait till the rash fades a little. I mock myself in the mirror sometimes. I'd ask my friends, I look like a monster yeah? Cos even I think so.
Sigh this feels like an emo essay. Time for some happy stuff!
Yesterday's Jellygang outing was aaaaaaaaaawesome! We played two PlayStation games (: Guitar hero and Heavy rain! :D Shihui says the latter is the one of the games that received the best comments!
- How far are you willing to go to save someone you love?
Superrr coooool but loooong game :P The story's about the 'Origami Killer' who killed children. (I shall not reveal more) You get to navigate the characters around and choose your own ending to the story by selecting what each character says or does when you're in each of their perspective. But it's also like a movie! The animations and graphics are really good! (: Sheesh makes me want to have a PlayStation too ):
Guitar hero. Second time playing! :D hahaha it's still very fun to me! And i still like the guitar part the most! I think I scored (my) all time highest for singing! :D 99% Wooo! -shows off-
We cooked food at Les's house too! The photos are on Beryl's phone though, don't think she uploaded them yet. But we really cooked a glutton's meal! I can't even finish my bowl of spaghetti D: D: Hahaha when the photos are up, I'll upload them asap! [:
I'm flying to Brisbane tonight. Coming back on 22nd (:
See ya my friends &my blog! Tata for now!:D