Superrrfluous.

It is you - Dana Glover

2012-04-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

There is something that I see

In the way you look at me

There's a smile, there's a truth in your eyes

But an unexpected way

On this unexpected day

Could it mean this is where I belong

It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery

It is finally clear to me

You're the home my heart searched for so long

And it is you I have loved all along

There were times I ran to hide

Afraid to show the other side

Alone in the night without you

But now I know just who you are

And I know you hold my heart

Finally this is where I belong

It is you I have loved all along

It's no a more mystery

& It is finally clear to me

You're the home my heart searched for so long

And it is you I have loved all along

Over and over

I'm filled with emotion

Your love, it rushes through my veins

And I am filled

With the sweetest devotion

As I, I look into your perfect face

It's no more mystery

It is finally clear to me

You're the home my heart searched for so long

And it is you I have loved

It is you I have loved

It is you I have loved all along

Almost;

2012-03-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

Can you tell meHow can one miss what she's never hadHow could I reminisce when there is no pastHow could I have memories of being happy with you boyCan someone tell me how can this beHow could my mind pull up incidentsRecall dates and times that never happenedHow could we celebrate a love that's too lateAnd how could I really mean the words I'm about to say

I missed the times that we almost sharedI miss the love that was almost thereI miss the times that we use to kissAt least in my dreamsJust let me take my time and reminisceI miss the times that we never hadWhat happened to us we were almost thereWhoever said it's impossible to miss when you never hadNever almost had you

I cannot believe I let you goOr what I should've said is I should've grabbed you up and never let you goI should've went out with youI should've made you my boo boyYes that's one time I should've broke the rulesI should've went on a dateShould've found a way to escapeShould've turned that almost intoIf it happens now it's to lateHow could I celebrate a love that wasn't realAnd if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

I missed the times that we almost sharedI miss the love that was almost thereI miss the times that we use to kissAt least in my dreamsJust let me take my time and reminisceI miss the times that we never hadWhat happened to us we were almost thereWhoever said it's impossible to miss when you never hadNever almost had you

What is lost is gone.

2012-03-04T01:52:00.001+08:00

1st March is a day to be remembered and one that taught me, and all of us, a serious lesson. Hope you've found your safe haven. Hopefully, it's a place free from worries.

Eat my heart out.

2012-02-06T22:54:00.001+08:00

Why is everything rewinding and replaying over and again?

Perhaps, one day we can get out of this vicious cycle. Maybe one day we don't have to worry so much anymore. Please help me find my answer, I'm so exhausted.

Draaaaaaagons RAWR :D

2012-01-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese new year everybody! ^^

Treasure your loved ones.
Look at the things you have and not those you don't (:
Think twice before you act. You may feel the urge to express your feelings on the spur of the moment, but if you just hold it back for a min or two, things may well turn out way better!

♥

The sweetest dream will never do;

2012-01-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

This is a really nice female version! :D
It's an old song but I still like it a lot (((: Enjoyyyy!

I don't wanna miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

(chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Motto motto! :3

2011-12-31T15:30:00.001+08:00

Wow today's the last day of the year already! 2011 passed by really fast!

This year, I had my first job (and the second xD ). Got scolded terribly by some patients but was treated to meals by my boss, and wore office wear that made me feel super awkward at times :P I entered a new and unfamiliar environment but made lots of friends and not to say some super wonderful and AWESOME people! ^^v

I'm glad to say even though we're meeting up less, Jellygang continues to ROCK <3
And that all my family members are healthy,
and I thank those people who supported me and were there for me when I needed them.

Woah why does this sound so formal -.-

ANYWAYS! Hope everyone's wishes come true! (Except for the villains') Looking forward to the new year and hopefully next year will be an even better year than this! ^^ (no end of the world puhhleaaaase D: )

To everyone! (:

Fly me to the moon.

2011-12-01T11:49:00.001+08:00

Exam is overrrrr wooohoooo! :D :D

Had a great time for the past two days! Felt CRAZY MAX for the first time after entering university hehehe! Really looking forward to meeting up with more of you during this break and excited to go back to China too! :D

Hope everyone enjoy the holidays! ♥♥♥

You are the apple of my eye.

2011-11-17T21:12:00.001+08:00

人生本来就有很多事，是徒劳无功的啊。

Empty my recycle bin.

2011-11-13T14:06:00.001+08:00

You justwalked through it.

2011-10-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! (:
I apologize for not updating in a long while. Loads of projects to settle, have been quite busy ): -sniff sniff-

But! I think I'm really lucky to have already met a few closer friends! :D :D They fill my life with laughter (And I think I fill their lives with much more, WAHAHA thickskinned) and they're like the motivation for me to go school hahaha!

Hope those who're still reading this blog stay healthy and happy! (hmm and those who don't too? lollll)

Gambate everyone! :3 I shall end off with a nice song, at least in my opinion (:

Natnatnat!

2011-09-18T22:25:00.001+08:00

Hahaha RUAN HOU ohmygosh how cute is he?! !
I'm really gng crazy after ntuc race-on! XD

Twenty! :D

2011-09-11T13:56:00.002+08:00

Birthday's overrrr quiz is coming up next ): saddennnned. A big thank you too all my lovely friends who wished me happy birthday and or took time off to go out with me despite their busy schedule (: I really appreciate it (:

Anyways,

Eh, why ah! You all expect me to post something on my birthday is it? Hahaha. So amusing! :P

And and! I'm very happpy I got my first pair of ear holes! It's alright for now! :D Hopefully with the money I spent on it, I don't get the ear holes infected, since I have sensitive skin ):

Step up.

2011-09-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

Just thinking, what if everyone is created to look the same? Will everyone then judge you only by your personality?

Haha creepy visualisation.

Remember.

2011-09-04T00:14:00.002+08:00

Let me finish!

2011-08-30T21:00:00.004+08:00

Does your house phone number start with 65? If it does start with 65, I'm sure you've told a lot of people they called the wrong number before lol!

For those who don't know, it's cos Singapore's country code is 65!

Let's say my house phone number is 65612345, someone who'd wanna call 612345XX and thought they need to add on the country code will dial 65612345XX. Before they press the last two digits, they'd already be calling my house phone D':

A lot of people call to ask, 'Is this orchard ion?' Lol and I have to explain to them that they'd have to drop the first two digits.

That's fine actually. The worst was this morning.

-Rings-

"Hello? Is this _____?"

"Hmm, I think you called the wrong number."

-Person hangs up-

-Rings-

"Hello? Is this _____?"

"Uh I think you're still calling the wrong number. May I know what number did.."

-Person hangs up before I could finish talking-

-Rings-

"Hello?" (In an impatient voice)

"...Uh. What number did you dial?"

"STILL WRONG NUMBER?!"

-Person hangs up-

-Rings-

"Hello?" (me)

-Person hangs up-

Ohmygod cries.
At least let me finish explaining why you called the wrong number sir? T.T

Think again.

2011-08-27T18:22:00.003+08:00

Just adding on to the previous post. Both are the things I thought about during these few weeks.

Recently my friend from uni told me that her friend, who's from poly, got discriminated by someone who came from jc. That former jc student asked her, 'You study poly le come university study accountancy for what?'

Woah, can't believe those words actually came from someone who is in tertiary education!

There should be no difference between everyone who has reached this level at this point of time. All of us, no matter which system we were in, went through a lot (maybe not for some but at least most) before we arrive at where we are now. Who are you to say that she shouldn't be here only because she's from poly?

I don't know about what other jc students think about poly students. To me, contrary to 'popular belief', I regard poly students with great respect. I've also heard that many university professors prefer poly students. The reason being, they most probably had worked much harder than the jc students to stand out among their cohort and make it to uni.

So what if someone's past education seems inferior to you? We're now all on the same level! They may even outdo you in future! Besides, when you leave uni, who'd care if you came from jc or poly? ._.

To be frank.

2011-08-27T00:34:00.012+08:00

It's embarrassing to admit that I do treat guys and girls differently. And yes, I do feel very remorseful for that.

Now that uni has started, the problem is becoming increasingly obvious.

I can never be as nice to guys as I am to girls. (If you girls think I'm nice :P) I suan guys a lot, I glare at them for a short period at times, which really makes me look arrogant or proud I know /: I know for myself that it is really rude. Sometimes I only realize it after a while. But usually when I do reflect upon things, it may already be too late.

I have always felt that there ought to be a wall between guys and girls to a certain degree.

I have no idea why I thought this way. Maybe it's cos of that traditional belief - 男女授受不亲, which may have stemmed from the fact that I came from a conservative school (in which I stayed for 6 years). Maybe when I was with my exes, I was already careful to distant myself more from guys so that they won't be jealous, and this continued on even till now.

To the guys that I've offended, but targeting at no one in particular, I'm really sorry. I don't know how many of you I did annoy, be it one or a dozen.

I know it's easy for one to say 'I don't mean it' cos I have done it repeatedly, even to those whom I really think can be good friends with me. But now I'd just like apologize and assure you that I'll try my best to not be mean from now on.

Buuuuuut I thank those guy friends and of course girl friends I do have, for accepting me for who I am despite my crappiness sometimes :P I love all of youuu! :D

You ain't me.

2011-08-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

Woahhh I didn't know that my blog has quite some readers! Hahaha, thanks everyone! (Including Yingying haha) (: (:

Uni life is really quite different D: All my friends say they're stressed across different faculties and universities. Other than the workload, probably the pressure also come from not having your super close friends with you anymore D: And it is even more so for people who are relatively more introverted :/

Right now I'm feeling a lot less stressed than the first 2 weeks of school when waves of sadness kept surging through me for some reason. Maybe the transition from absolute slacking to mugging has been too abrupt? D:

I hope everyone's coping well! (: and remember to chillax once in a while! :D

Here comes goodbye.

2011-08-12T18:17:00.002+08:00

When we post emo statuses, or quote sentimental lyrics, what could we possibly mean or achieve out of that?

It's dumb sometimes, not like those particular someones would see it, or know that we're referring to them. Even if they knew, so what? We know that nothing's gonna come out of it. They've already stated the obvious, the truth is right there.

Sometimes drowning in our own misery has become a habit of ours, we're the ones who choose to live in the past.

Pull yourself out of this mess, get a life, live the present.

Bits and pieces.

2011-08-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's just me but I really don't like people who judge you without knowing your story or knowing you well enough, and then bluntly pointing out to you what they think is right.

Or maybe I am the one being too judgemental :/

But if you can't finda reason to stay.

2011-07-29T12:18:00.025+08:00

I just realised that, nowadays, almost everyone's msn nickname has something got to do with his or her own name. Unlike last time when emo or cheem statuses dominated. Now everything's in the pm, hahaha!

On an unrelated note, the theme of NBS welcome ceremony this year is 'Don’t Blend In, Stand Out!' As ironic as it sounds, we were all informed to go there dressed in blue t-shirts. So, can we do otherwise? :P

'It's paradoxical, but the more faith you have in yourself, the less you let your ego get in the way of accepting support from other people and allowing them into your intimate space.'
- Lisa Nichols

Stay herein this moment.

2011-07-27T20:03:00.019+08:00

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

No matter what!

2011-07-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

Opppps there doesn't seem to have much installed for us during Orientation Week for NBS :/ Only have to attend the Welcome Ceremony on Thursday! And we're supposed to appear in blue hahaha! Farah was still asking me, must it be blue clothes, pants and shoes? Omg so cute! :P :P Ohwells! Just make friends along the way ba! No choice haha :/

Anyways the title of this post is the name of the borrowed book I'm reading now hehe. I came across this section that caused a really major paradigm shift! I'll share it with you (:

People can only love you to the capacity that they are able to love themselves. They can only forgive and embrace you to the capacity that they are able to forgive and embrace themselves. They can only give you what they have the capacity to give. You may think that you deserve more, and you may be correct. But that means nothing if a person simply doesn't have the ability to give it to you.

If you have an empty 64-ounce cup and you pour the water from a full 24-ounce cup into it, you don't expect it to fill the bigger cup. You accept that that's all the water the 24-ounce cup can hold.

But we forget this when it comes to people. Each time you expect someone in your life with a "24-ounce capacity" for love, forgiveness, or communication to give you the 64 ounces that you want, you're setting that person up for failure and yourself up for constant disappointment.

Ultimately, people can increase their capacity for love as much as they want, but if they're at 24 ounces right now, that's all you can expect of them.

Oh my gosh. How true is this. I've never thought about it this way before.

Sometimes, we keep complaining, why are people not doing the same, why aren't they contributing as much as I do. But we have neglected the fact that they might not have the capacity to give as much as you can, and that they're still developing their own capacity!

By the way, Magnum rocks!!! (: (:

One two three!

2011-07-24T11:53:00.016+08:00

Go check out Shihui's blog! Loads of pics! I think she spent like hours trying to upload them! :O Her trip seems to have been super awesome! :D :D Ohoh! And the blogshops linked at her sidebar are really nice too, do take a look! :P

Just a very random post here (: I hope everyone's doing well! I'm actually not too sure who really read my blog nowadays since there's no place to comment hehe.

I'm still kinda sad that I missed both the Union Camp and the NBS FOC D: Maybe it's just not my luck I guess :/ Still! I have the orientation week to make more friends and have fun before school starts! (:

Really sympathize with those in NUS who didn't get to go for any camps OR the orientation week. It's unfair that those who already went for camps can secure a place in the orientation week. Shouldn't it be the other way round? Those who aren't able to go for either definitely will feel left out when school starts, right? /: How cruel D:

Got to love this quote! ♥

Happiness needs sadness.
Success needs failure.
Benevolence needs evil.
Love needs hatred.
Victory needs defeat.
Pleasure needs pain.

You must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.