Superrrfluous

Eat my heart out.

2012-02-06T22:54:00.001+08:00

Why is everything rewinding and replaying over and again?

Perhaps, one day we can get out of this vicious cycle. Maybe one day we don't have to worry so much anymore. Please help me find my answer, I'm so exhausted.

Draaaaaaagons RAWR :D

2012-01-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese new year everybody! ^^

Treasure your loved ones.
Look at the things you have and not those you don't (:
Think twice before you act. You may feel the urge to express your feelings on the spur of the moment, but if you just hold it back for a min or two, things may well turn out way better!

♥

The sweetest dream will never do;

2012-01-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

This is a really nice female version! :D
It's an old song but I still like it a lot (((: Enjoyyyy!

I don't wanna miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

(chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Motto motto! :3

2011-12-31T15:30:00.001+08:00

Wow today's the last day of the year already! 2011 passed by really fast!

This year, I had my first job (and the second xD ). Got scolded terribly by some patients but was treated to meals by my boss, and wore office wear that made me feel super awkward at times :P I entered a new and unfamiliar environment but made lots of friends and not to say some super wonderful and AWESOME people! ^^v

I'm glad to say even though we're meeting up less, Jellygang continues to ROCK <3
And that all my family members are healthy,
and I thank those people who supported me and were there for me when I needed them.

Woah why does this sound so formal -.-

ANYWAYS! Hope everyone's wishes come true! (Except for the villains') Looking forward to the new year and hopefully next year will be an even better year than this! ^^ (no end of the world puhhleaaaase D: )

To everyone! (:

Fly me to the moon.

2011-12-01T11:49:00.001+08:00

Exam is overrrrr wooohoooo! :D :D

Had a great time for the past two days! Felt CRAZY MAX for the first time after entering university hehehe! Really looking forward to meeting up with more of you during this break and excited to go back to China too! :D

Hope everyone enjoy the holidays! ♥♥♥

You are the apple of my eye.

2011-11-17T21:12:00.001+08:00

人生本来就有很多事，是徒劳无功的啊。

Empty my recycle bin.

2011-11-13T14:06:00.001+08:00

You justwalked through it.

2011-10-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! (:
I apologize for not updating in a long while. Loads of projects to settle, have been quite busy ): -sniff sniff-

But! I think I'm really lucky to have already met a few closer friends! :D :D They fill my life with laughter (And I think I fill their lives with much more, WAHAHA thickskinned) and they're like the motivation for me to go school hahaha!

Hope those who're still reading this blog stay healthy and happy! (hmm and those who don't too? lollll)

Gambate everyone! :3 I shall end off with a nice song, at least in my opinion (:

Natnatnat!

2011-09-18T22:25:00.001+08:00

Hahaha RUAN HOU ohmygosh how cute is he?! !
I'm really gng crazy after ntuc race-on! XD

Twenty! :D

2011-09-11T13:56:00.002+08:00

Birthday's overrrr quiz is coming up next ): saddennnned. A big thank you too all my lovely friends who wished me happy birthday and or took time off to go out with me despite their busy schedule (: I really appreciate it (:

Anyways,

Eh, why ah! You all expect me to post something on my birthday is it? Hahaha. So amusing! :P

And and! I'm very happpy I got my first pair of ear holes! It's alright for now! :D Hopefully with the money I spent on it, I don't get the ear holes infected, since I have sensitive skin ):

Step up.

2011-09-06T18:41:00.000+08:00

Just thinking, what if everyone is created to look the same? Will everyone then judge you only by your personality?

Haha creepy visualisation.

Remember.

2011-09-04T00:14:00.002+08:00

Let me finish!

2011-08-30T21:00:00.004+08:00

Does your house phone number start with 65? If it does start with 65, I'm sure you've told a lot of people they called the wrong number before lol!

For those who don't know, it's cos Singapore's country code is 65!

Let's say my house phone number is 65612345, someone who'd wanna call 612345XX and thought they need to add on the country code will dial 65612345XX. Before they press the last two digits, they'd already be calling my house phone D':

A lot of people call to ask, 'Is this orchard ion?' Lol and I have to explain to them that they'd have to drop the first two digits.

That's fine actually. The worst was this morning.

-Rings-

"Hello? Is this _____?"

"Hmm, I think you called the wrong number."

-Person hangs up-

-Rings-

"Hello? Is this _____?"

"Uh I think you're still calling the wrong number. May I know what number did.."

-Person hangs up before I could finish talking-

-Rings-

"Hello?" (In an impatient voice)

"...Uh. What number did you dial?"

"STILL WRONG NUMBER?!"

-Person hangs up-

-Rings-

"Hello?" (me)

-Person hangs up-

Ohmygod cries.
At least let me finish explaining why you called the wrong number sir? T.T

Think again.

2011-08-27T18:22:00.003+08:00

Just adding on to the previous post. Both are the things I thought about during these few weeks.

Recently my friend from uni told me that her friend, who's from poly, got discriminated by someone who came from jc. That former jc student asked her, 'You study poly le come university study accountancy for what?'

Woah, can't believe those words actually came from someone who is in tertiary education!

There should be no difference between everyone who has reached this level at this point of time. All of us, no matter which system we were in, went through a lot (maybe not for some but at least most) before we arrive at where we are now. Who are you to say that she shouldn't be here only because she's from poly?

I don't know about what other jc students think about poly students. To me, contrary to 'popular belief', I regard poly students with great respect. I've also heard that many university professors prefer poly students. The reason being, they most probably had worked much harder than the jc students to stand out among their cohort and make it to uni.

So what if someone's past education seems inferior to you? We're now all on the same level! They may even outdo you in future! Besides, when you leave uni, who'd care if you came from jc or poly? ._.

To be frank.

2011-08-27T00:34:00.012+08:00

It's embarrassing to admit that I do treat guys and girls differently. And yes, I do feel very remorseful for that.

Now that uni has started, the problem is becoming increasingly obvious.

I can never be as nice to guys as I am to girls. (If you girls think I'm nice :P) I suan guys a lot, I glare at them for a short period at times, which really makes me look arrogant or proud I know /: I know for myself that it is really rude. Sometimes I only realize it after a while. But usually when I do reflect upon things, it may already be too late.

I have always felt that there ought to be a wall between guys and girls to a certain degree.

I have no idea why I thought this way. Maybe it's cos of that traditional belief - 男女授受不亲, which may have stemmed from the fact that I came from a conservative school (in which I stayed for 6 years). Maybe when I was with my exes, I was already careful to distant myself more from guys so that they won't be jealous, and this continued on even till now.

To the guys that I've offended, but targeting at no one in particular, I'm really sorry. I don't know how many of you I did annoy, be it one or a dozen.

I know it's easy for one to say 'I don't mean it' cos I have done it repeatedly, even to those whom I really think can be good friends with me. But now I'd just like apologize and assure you that I'll try my best to not be mean from now on.

Buuuuuut I thank those guy friends and of course girl friends I do have, for accepting me for who I am despite my crappiness sometimes :P I love all of youuu! :D

You ain't me.

2011-08-24T21:00:00.002+08:00

Woahhh I didn't know that my blog has quite some readers! Hahaha, thanks everyone! (Including Yingying haha) (: (:

Uni life is really quite different D: All my friends say they're stressed across different faculties and universities. Other than the workload, probably the pressure also come from not having your super close friends with you anymore D: And it is even more so for people who are relatively more introverted :/

Right now I'm feeling a lot less stressed than the first 2 weeks of school when waves of sadness kept surging through me for some reason. Maybe the transition from absolute slacking to mugging has been too abrupt? D:

I hope everyone's coping well! (: and remember to chillax once in a while! :D

Here comes goodbye.

2011-08-12T18:17:00.002+08:00

When we post emo statuses, or quote sentimental lyrics, what could we possibly mean or achieve out of that?

It's dumb sometimes, not like those particular someones would see it, or know that we're referring to them. Even if they knew, so what? We know that nothing's gonna come out of it. They've already stated the obvious, the truth is right there.

Sometimes drowning in our own misery has become a habit of ours, we're the ones who choose to live in the past.

Pull yourself out of this mess, get a life, live the present.

Bits and pieces.

2011-08-07T16:51:00.002+08:00

Maybe it's just me but I really don't like people who judge you without knowing your story or knowing you well enough, and then bluntly pointing out to you what they think is right.

Or maybe I am the one being too judgemental :/

But if you can't finda reason to stay.

2011-07-29T12:18:00.025+08:00

I just realised that, nowadays, almost everyone's msn nickname has something got to do with his or her own name. Unlike last time when emo or cheem statuses dominated. Now everything's in the pm, hahaha!

On an unrelated note, the theme of NBS welcome ceremony this year is 'Don’t Blend In, Stand Out!' As ironic as it sounds, we were all informed to go there dressed in blue t-shirts. So, can we do otherwise? :P

'It's paradoxical, but the more faith you have in yourself, the less you let your ego get in the way of accepting support from other people and allowing them into your intimate space.'
- Lisa Nichols

Stay herein this moment.

2011-07-27T20:03:00.019+08:00

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

No matter what!

2011-07-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

Opppps there doesn't seem to have much installed for us during Orientation Week for NBS :/ Only have to attend the Welcome Ceremony on Thursday! And we're supposed to appear in blue hahaha! Farah was still asking me, must it be blue clothes, pants and shoes? Omg so cute! :P :P Ohwells! Just make friends along the way ba! No choice haha :/

Anyways the title of this post is the name of the borrowed book I'm reading now hehe. I came across this section that caused a really major paradigm shift! I'll share it with you (:

People can only love you to the capacity that they are able to love themselves. They can only forgive and embrace you to the capacity that they are able to forgive and embrace themselves. They can only give you what they have the capacity to give. You may think that you deserve more, and you may be correct. But that means nothing if a person simply doesn't have the ability to give it to you.

If you have an empty 64-ounce cup and you pour the water from a full 24-ounce cup into it, you don't expect it to fill the bigger cup. You accept that that's all the water the 24-ounce cup can hold.

But we forget this when it comes to people. Each time you expect someone in your life with a "24-ounce capacity" for love, forgiveness, or communication to give you the 64 ounces that you want, you're setting that person up for failure and yourself up for constant disappointment.

Ultimately, people can increase their capacity for love as much as they want, but if they're at 24 ounces right now, that's all you can expect of them.

Oh my gosh. How true is this. I've never thought about it this way before.

Sometimes, we keep complaining, why are people not doing the same, why aren't they contributing as much as I do. But we have neglected the fact that they might not have the capacity to give as much as you can, and that they're still developing their own capacity!

By the way, Magnum rocks!!! (: (:

One two three!

2011-07-24T11:53:00.016+08:00

Go check out Shihui's blog! Loads of pics! I think she spent like hours trying to upload them! :O Her trip seems to have been super awesome! :D :D Ohoh! And the blogshops linked at her sidebar are really nice too, do take a look! :P

Just a very random post here (: I hope everyone's doing well! I'm actually not too sure who really read my blog nowadays since there's no place to comment hehe.

I'm still kinda sad that I missed both the Union Camp and the NBS FOC D: Maybe it's just not my luck I guess :/ Still! I have the orientation week to make more friends and have fun before school starts! (:

Really sympathize with those in NUS who didn't get to go for any camps OR the orientation week. It's unfair that those who already went for camps can secure a place in the orientation week. Shouldn't it be the other way round? Those who aren't able to go for either definitely will feel left out when school starts, right? /: How cruel D:

Got to love this quote! ♥

Happiness needs sadness.
Success needs failure.
Benevolence needs evil.
Love needs hatred.
Victory needs defeat.
Pleasure needs pain.

You must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.

What really matters;

2011-07-23T19:21:00.011+08:00

夜从天空悄悄滑落
任性地划着伤口
是谁呢
痛得那么沉默

我以为把幸福上锁
能紧紧守护承诺
是谁呢
把窗推开风卷走了爱

为你哭的泪每一颗闪烁
坚定的路途也走得颠簸
头也不回义无反顾
从不后悔深爱过

为你笑的泪每一颗闪烁
Cause I love you so
最美的爱不是紧握
我们曾拥有

A trip to your heart;

2011-07-20T20:38:00.028+08:00

Just some random thoughts I had lately after I chatted with les and cass (hey rhymes! :P)

MOST guys won't really want to get to know us more if they're not attracted to our appearance at first glance. Sure, friendship can be made. But it takes a lot longer, and is probably tougher for a guy to fall for his 'ordinary-looking' good female friend who happens to be there all the time for him when he needs someone to console and care for him. But sadly, sometimes they don't even realise.

To guys, I don't discriminate those who fall for others cos of looks, since tbf, I dare not say I'm someone who only look deep inside and don't care about appearance at all. But just like my les said, it's really important to get to know someone well enough to start a relationship with her, and really, what's inside is the most important..

To girls, I've been truly lucky to have met guys who stayed loyal to me (or at least I think? o.o) and who haven't been total jerks, psychopaths, or inflicted domestic abuse on me. I'm lucky cos I admit I should have had a better understanding of them before I entered into relationships. But I know I won't be, we girls won't be, lucky all the time.

It's hard to say whether a guy is truly devoted to you. Unless with time.

Some only sweet talk to you cos they are lonely and they need someone to flirt to, some are in reality involved with multiple parties at the same time. You won't know. If they think you are truly worth it, they'll wait and see too. I'm sure you don't need someone who hastily wants to be in a relationship with you or anyone else, right?

We all need time to fully understand someone. Rationalise why you guys aren't together yet when you feel your heart is not cooperating with your decisions. Tell yourself you might even be more heartbroken if you didn't know him better and something happened after you guys were together. Be convinced and don't be easily wavered.

Go girls! (:
Of course, all that I've said can be applied the other way round too, so good luck to guys as well! I made the distinction cos I feel that's most of the cases. I could be wrong though!

Life is unfair.

How can girls be thin and have big busts at the same time?(unless their genes are good) How can girls have no fats or muscles simultaneously! How can girls be/have all that plus the stereotypical, big eyes, long hair, smooth skin, no facial hair whatnot.

And guys just have to be average looking and nice ._.

Smile.

2011-07-01T19:52:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna run away.

2011-06-29T19:44:00.004+08:00

I'd be updating tumblr more than blogger guys!
For those who care (:

Nice guys finish last.

2011-06-02T19:59:00.005+08:00

I love this songggg XD

CHORUS
Nice guys finish last,
That's why I'll treat you like trash,
It's not what I really wanna do.
But, you only date bad guys so,
I'll give it my best try to,
Treat you the way you want me to.

VERSE 1
I never open a door,
or pull out a chair.
You can tell me how your day was
but I don't really care.
And if you ever get cold,
you'll just have to hack it,
Cause I'd be cold too
If I gave you my jacket.
Like WHOA, you ain't sittin up front,
Front is for the homies you can sit in the trunk.
I never answer my phone,
Whenever you call it
And when the waiter brings the bill
I never reach for my wallet.

CHORUS

VERSE 2
And Ima BEAT you!
At every competition.
Going out with the girls
You better get my permission.
Wait no, i take that back, you can't go,
House is on tonight
And that's my favorite show!
Do I look fat in this dress?
Hell yeah you do!
Wait lemme speak your language
Cows go Moo!
Mooo Moooo Mooo MOOOO!

CHORUS

BRIDGE
But behind the scenes she means the world to me.
Wanna tell her that she's beautiful, and show her that she's loved.
Hold her hand when she's scared, tell her how much I care...
But that won't win her heart BECAUSE....

Nice guys finish last...

What Are Words - Chris Medina

2011-05-25T20:28:00.005+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cos what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cos what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Don't break even, even.

2011-05-19T20:13:00.006+08:00

My friend's brother's so funny but scarrrry!

This is part of the convo. I wonder if anyone can make out what he's talking about LOL.

And then he proceeded on to spam my fb as you guys can see on my page T.T

Hahahahah nightmare!

You disappoint me, MobileOne :<

2011-05-18T19:40:00.007+08:00

Sigh this is so irritating. My phone has no reception for almost the ENTIRE day D: Job agencies can't contact me at all :/ And I can't reply my frieeeeeends either D: My dad says I should sue them cos they make me lose potential jobs hahaha! :P

When I called customer service hotline using my house phone, it was engaged D: I couldn't even do anything about it :/

Talking to the moon - Bruno Mars

2011-05-15T11:20:00.005+08:00

Just the way you are - Maddi Jane

2011-05-14T10:46:00.014+08:00

This version is awesommme (: In fact, all the songs by Maddi Jane are! Hear her here! :D

When I see your face,
There's not a thing that I would change.
Cause you're amazing,
Just the way you are.

This sweet surrender.

2011-05-11T10:16:00.013+08:00

好久没用中文打字了，好奇怪哦！

早上看报纸的时候，不经意看到了这篇文章

上学就要酱穿

URGH omg I feel like I'm writing a compo, can't take it anymore, I'm using my first language! Hmm reminds me of les speaking chinese LOL. Anyways I think the people look hmm great.

Halt.

Don't you guys realise something? Like, 70% of the people there are using layering techniques, especially the guys. But how hot is it!? How hot is Singapore?!

This guy's wearing a t-shirt within a t-shirt.

And this dude is wearing a shirt within a shirt.

Woh! Did we just see a ghost float by or is it just me? Hahaha joking, really. I think her before looks better than her after though.

This is REALLY cool, like some kinda korean star. But isn't the clothes a bit, fall-ish? This is still fine though, look at the next picture.

"WHEE IT'S SNOWING!"

A lot of people say that Singaporeans do not know how to dress up. The matter of the fact is, much of the fashionistas or whoever you call them use layering to add that touch to their outfit. And how possible is it in Singapore?

With a weather like this, esp recently? How in the world do we dress like these people on the newspaper?

Honestly, I'd much rather dress like these ordinary looking peeps, -beams- :D

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

- A Walk to Remember (2002)

Fringe!

2011-05-10T13:01:00.003+08:00

One week ago I took out this odd looking pack of chocolate from the fridge.

I opened the cover,

And holy! I thought I saw dinosaur eggs!

But uh they weren't expired lol! And they tasted quite alright (:

Moral of the story: Looks can be deceiving.

Ohoh! And I cut my dad's "unwearable" tee, as my mum deems it to be (cos the tags were still on o_o), into a fringe top! Kinda? The pictures speak for themselves.

Taaadaaaa! ><
(Okay afterwards I trimmed the edges of the fringe straight cos if not it seemed like they were converging at yknowwhere LOL)

Infinite loop.

2011-05-07T20:24:00.004+08:00

Omg I swear this is the funniest 'Yahoo Answers' I've seen! HAHAHA I guess the person who answered decided to play along.

Q: Can your baby get pregnant if you have sex while pregnant? like if you are pregnant with a baby girl, and you have sex while you are pregnant, can the sperm go up in there and impregnate the baby?

Best Answer - Chosen by Voters
The baby can get pregnant only if it's a female. If you suspect that your baby is pregnant, try not to have sex again. You run the risk of getting your baby's baby pregnant and that can lead to complications like an infinite loop.

And and! This domokun clip is so cyooote! XD Click!

Break free.

2011-05-03T11:13:00.006+08:00

This is super funny but cute hahaha! My friend, Jin Cheng's brother sent me this via Pet Society. You guys can roughly understand what he's trying to say right! :P

Gave him some gifts since he says that I'm so filthy rich LOL!

the aftermath:

Hahahaha OMG Jin Cheng you better keep a better lookout for your brother -laughs till my stomach hurts- You should show him this like 20 years down the road! :D

Summer glaze.

2011-05-02T19:56:00.001+08:00

Heyyyy guys I just set up a Tumblr account! The link is below (: I definitely won't abandon blogger since it has been my good friend for like super long! :D Heehee.

Not too sure how it works yet, I'm sure I'll be able to get the hang of it in no time! :P

A short post it will be today! (:

The enemy of the best,is the good.

2011-04-29T19:45:00.002+08:00

Find the title inspiring? Go check out my lessie's blog! :D It's quoted from 1999 World Champion of Public Speaking.

Craig Valentine is really. Awesome.

Anyways, was finding out what actuarial science is when I stumbled upon this piece of info.

I know it seems really ridiculous to pick on this cos I don't even know what it is about, but ohmygosh how ironic is this rofl!

Crimson lightning,Navy ring.

2011-04-28T17:41:00.005+08:00

Well hello there! :P Yknow what yknow what yknow what?

Although I'm not a big fan of PAP cos I'm not into politics and have yet been tortured by cpf contribution and blah blah, Dr Amy Khor just visited me! :D my dad was like so enthusiastic and shook her hands a few times! I shook twice too hehe :P they talked about my house renovation and stuff.

Then she said, "Remember to vote for me ah!" And I have no idea why but I thought what she said was so frigging cute XD OH! and voting venue is at St Anthoy's my primary school! Pretty cool :3

Hahaha tissue paper for supporters! (:

Put a smile on your face (:

2011-04-27T20:34:00.003+08:00

Hahahah was trying out this app called photo tagger on facebook.

Hilarious, how they separated all the photos into different groups :P

Would you paint a rainbow in my heart?

2011-04-27T12:32:00.018+08:00

As requested by Safaha (I know you are reading! :D Hahahaha thank you!)

Photos of kitchen after reno! C:

Horizontal view,

And vertical view.

The washing machine is behind the sink now (:
which occasionally kicks the dustbin if it's feeling nasty.

And I think the soap dispenser's pretty cool.

The black door is now replaced by the glass sliding door.

Mmhm! That's all! :D Sorry for forgetting to post this earlier! i.i

Anyways! I'm so amazed at this Youtuber's video! I'll show you guys one of the vids!

Although it seems really impractical and only SOME are eatable, all the miniature food she made are sooooo cute! :D I could totally spend the night watching all her vids. Ohmytian Japanese people are super smart.

Healing incantation.

2011-04-23T13:58:00.004+08:00

Flower, gleam and glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse
Bring back what once was mine

Heal what has been hurt
Change the fate's design
Save what has been lost
Bring back what once was mine

What once was mine

I see the Light.

2011-04-21T18:35:00.030+08:00

I'm sort of reposting about this movie cos my senior already did on Facebook, and I know I really AM super lag :| But ohmygosh Tangled is like my favourite Disney movie now! :D

I'm sorry Harry Potter fans, but I really regret choosing HP over this movie back when both the movies were screened at the same time.

Just take a look at these ratings on Rotten Tomato that I took a screenshot of, Click Here. It's so obvious HP is top for dvd rental cos they've got more fans :/ Tangle's T-meter (however inaccurate that is) is so much higher please D:

Although I still managed to watch Tangled on Funshion, it's just a totally different experience watching in cinema vs watching on the computer D: BUT STILL! :D

Anyways, just how awesome is this soundtrack from Tangled, the chorus gives me the goosebumps! I don't care if it sounds childish or disney-ish, I JUST LOOOOVE IT! &I especially do when both of them sing together! Like, awwwww (:

I See the Light

All those days, watching from the windows
All those years, outside looking in
All that time, never even knowing
Just how blind I'd been

Now I'm here blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's oh so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light, and it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light, and it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright, and the world has somehow shifted.
All at once, everything looks different, now that I see you.

All those days, chasing down a daydream
All those years, living in a blur
All that time, never truly seeing
Things the way they were

Now she's here, shining in the starlight
Now she's here, suddenly I know
If she's here, it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

And at last I see the light, and it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light, and it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright, and the world has somehow shifted.
All at once, everything is different, now that I see you.
Now that I see you.

So anyways! I've just started reading this book entitled:

Although I'm only on the first few chapters, I really feel that this book is super informative! There's something to learn in almost every paragraph! Thumbs up thumbs up! two of the countless cool quotes that the author mentioned in the book are:

To see is to experience the world as it is. To remember is to experience the world as it was. But to imagine is to experience the world as it isn't and has never been, but as it might be.

and,

Human is the only animal that thinks about the future.

Idk if you guys find this quote plain common sense or ridiculous, but I think it is truely inspiring. You must be thinking what has this got to do with Happiness? Teehee(In the nigahiga way XD)! Don't tell you! :P

Waiting Outside the Lines- Greyson Chance

2011-04-20T21:59:00.007+08:00

You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living blind?

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

Skin deep.

2011-04-19T11:21:00.021+08:00

Note: Viewer discretion is advised.

I'm NOT targeting this at a specific someone cos I think a lot of people will go, "Oh is she talking about me?". Not everyone thinks this way, but it's just a trend I've seen a lot on facebook (: period.

• Baby let's go geylang again! I love you muacks!
• Wtheck I'm sick again. 14 times in a row!
• Checked in at Changi prison.

Nah I'm just exaggerating! :X okay I understand if people on facebook post this kinda things once in a while, cos I guess most people ARE showy to a certain extent, yes, even I am.

Perhaps you really hope someone can read that message and you do not dare or want to tell the person face to face.

Perhaps you want to organize a class chalet and you know that mass conversations on phone or coordinating through smses are virtually impossible.

Perhaps you are feeling vindictive and really wanna make use of the chance to indirectly spite someone through facebook. (Okay this sounds reaaaally bad /: )

Perhaps you've got some really life inspiring quotes or something uber cute you wanna share with every facebooker.

Those. Are like perfectly fine!

But for the above three kinds of people who consistently post whatever that I've mentioned,

I know we can just shut our eyes and pretend we didn't see any of those lovey dovey or those LOOK-OUT-IM-AN-EXTREME-ATTENTION-SEEKER kinda posts.

But c'mon too much of those things posted by one person can be really irritating. We ain't blind and our eyes are incapable of filtering out those contents each and every time we check our facebook! It's not like twitter whereby you can choose who you want to subscribe to. Sometimes I really feel like removing some of the friends from facebook (which I already did and YAY I JUST DELETED ONE!)

Okay so, I know you love your boyfriends and girlfriends and that's great! I just don't know if it's because you guys lack communication outside of social networking platform or lack love from your boy/girlfriends that you have to emphasize eons of times on fb about how much you miss/love him or her. It just shows how insecure you are, whether regarding the relationship, or friendship wise. Even if you really have something to tell your other half urgently, you don't have to announce every little detail of your relationship and stuff on facebook right? What are phones for?

And then the ill part. If everyone posts about them being sick, (and if you have thousands of friends) imagine how crazy that could be? Okay obviously that won't happen. But there are people who can post everything and anything, from the moment they get a sore throat (oh and how they get a sore throat), then flu and cough, how their phlegm turns yellow, then green (hahaha exaggeration again), how much tissue paper they use, then finally they recover. THANK GOODNESS!

And then what? Wait for people to comment 'get well soon! ' like 100 comments will really make you heal faster. Hmm, right.

They are actually the same kind of people, I realised, who comment smth bad about themselves and hope everyone will comfort them. Things like 'I'm so ugly'.. Ohwait! Just go to YouTube and search nigahiga+facebook he'll explain to you what I mean hahaha cos he really captures the essence of how these people are but in a super funny way (:

I've really nothing much to say about the last type of people. The check in here and there part is all too familiar to me. Hello sir, you are not travelling overseas everyday, going to Jurong point or Pasir Ris doesn't interest me in the least bit.

Alright at this point of time some people may be mad at me for saying all these cos maybe these attention seekers really need our empathy and assurance. Well I don't disagree cos a part of me definitely feel sorry for these people. Sorry because some of them may not have grown up in the most conducive environment. Sorry because they really need an outlet to express their feelings and they still get criticized by bad people like me, opps!

And I feel sorry. Because technology has utterly changed the way we communicate with the world.

Sometimes I tend to judge people so easily only by looking at their Facebook wall. Idk but perhaps these people will be like that all their lives, but I do hope they grow out of it. If not I'll quit Facebook for good!

Hahahaha just kidding.

A quarter of a year.

2011-04-15T22:34:00.004+08:00

I won't forget the day, the day all my emotions ran free, my mind berserk.

The day I hoped so much for something, and as with all hopes, the day that one of the most enormous disappointments so far in my life overwhelmed me.

I won't forget. Who could?
But it's all part of growing up now I know, and I'll treasure it, every bit of it.

Time has no hold on me.

2011-04-10T19:32:00.002+08:00

I was looking at my report book comments in the morning. And I'd really wanna share the comments that my teachers wrote for me :P

These were from Primary 5. Ohmy I didn't know I was that quiet. And I didn't know being quiet was remarkable and an act of bravery. Hahahaha!

And I think this is from sec two? Suddenly I became good-humored lol!

But I must say, I'm still an intro-extrovert. Cos at times I still am someone who keeps to herself.

Progress.

2011-04-08T19:44:00.009+08:00

Hi peeeeople I realised I didn't do a follow up of the first post regarding renovation. Now it's pretty nice ald! I'll take pictures at the end of the entire thing I promise!

Today, the old carpenter finished the kitchen table top! It's sooo cool cos it's custom made, so the sizes and all fits like a glove! Okay not that exaggerated, but the carpenter stuck the outer layer of surface thingy piece by piece! Omg he's so patient! :D

Anyways it looks like this! It's still quite messy on the ground and at the side, so bear with me!

Okay so somehow the intricate patterns on the cupboards are too hard to be seen :|

But something cool would be the buffer/stopper, to prevent the doors of the cupboards from slamming shut. Okay fine I know a lot of you guys have this kinda thing, but it's my first time seeing and using it i.i

Sorry for the weird change in lighting haha! Cos I tried different type of effects while taking these photographs.

Yummy cutesy pie :3

2011-04-07T20:07:00.004+08:00

There's this really yummy chocolate wafer I'd like to share with you guys! I remember Mr Tan KS giving us this as our reward during Econs lessons last year :D

Reallll tasty! :>

And there's loads of cute stuff I suddenly wanna post on my blog! :D

My ex-colleague Su-lynn gave it to me :] Awwww so frigging cute!

One's from les and one's from my ex-colleague Wendy! Don't they look real :D Okay the bun really looks like something else I know I know :P

This is from Tu Yan the Toot Yam!XD Miniature candies! (:

This one I guess most of you've seen it ald. Hahaha only some time after I bought it then did I realise it looks like the word jiong3 in chinese (I can't find it in the chinese dictionary input /: )

I made it myself! I think one year ago or something. It's to put like random hair ties, clips and stuff. I think it resembles the pouch, heeee :P

Idk where I got the super cute pin from, the name tag's made by Beryl for some class event, which I forgot T.T The bumblebee clip was from ACSI econs competition in 2009 I think!

This bracelet is ubbbber cuteee :D It's from bugis! XD
Love the little butterflies detailing.

Okay why in the world am I telling you where I got all of them from, insane. Butttaaaahh, that will be all! :D Haha have fun guys!

I want, I won't.

2011-04-03T21:21:00.007+08:00

Ended work and am lovin' it! :D Gna rest for sometime before working again!

Renovation's drawing to a close soon as well! My family and I'd endured so much D: Especially yesterday's painting process. &I dumped so many books and papers omg!

Even my pet Hazelle is so filthy!
Hahaha nah that's cos I haven't been playing pet society in a while.

Burden.

2011-03-23T18:06:00.007+08:00

My house has been under renovation for the past one week so it's super dusty and I've been inhaling all sorts of things urgh D;

It looked pretty much like this after the first day.

Now this is what it looks like.

To be frank, the workers screwed up during the first week. The reason you are seeing so little progress is cos they laid the tiles the wrong way and everything had to be redone. :/ Loss for words.

The worst thing is not to live in a dirty environment, I don't mind mopping the floor everyday. It is the fact that we have to share a cramped master bedroom toilet, and everytime I go in, I'd disturb my parents. :|

Hahaha but the irony is, I find living in a confined space very cosy! :D

Suddenly I see.

2011-03-11T18:21:00.025+08:00

Opened my Mozilla and saw this piece of news:

Tsunami Alert for New Zealand, the Philippines, Indonesia, Papua New Guinea, Hawaii, and others. Waves expected over the next few hours, caused by 8.9 earthquake in Japan.

And I wonder if the "others" include Singapore :X &Oh gosh the flooding's really bad. God bless Japan |:

Anyways thought of talking about myself in this post haha. I used to record down every little trivial things about someone, and it suddenly hit me, while I was eating chocolate(random?), that maybe I don't even know much about myself.

I kinda find this childish and it reminds me of the old days when we were in primary school. Almost every girl had her own notebook and she'd tell all her friends to write down their names, favourite color, food and stuff rofl.

But whatever, I'm gna state five things about myself. It'll be funny to look at this when I'm older or somethg (:

1. Cookies-n-cream chocolate ♥

Milk chocolate's okay but dark chocolate's a no-no for me. Can't stand the bitter taste! But as much as I like white chocolate, I can't take the whole bar of chocolate at one go. Cos it'll get disgustingly sweet.

2. Sour food.

No I don't mean rotten stuff, I mean fruits like orange, kiwi, or that kinda sour-sweet candies. You know, I really don't like fruits that are ripe to the extent that they lose that tinge of sour flavour that jazzes up the eating experience.

3. Blankets.

I really have this strange obsession with blankets. I literally carry along my blanket everywhere I go at home most of the time. My mum and Beryl say that it's because I don't feel secure :<

4. Han Zi

A lot of people already know this I guess. My parents wanted to name me 涵子 initially. I thought it's quite cute when they mentioned it to me. But it occurred to me after a while, that it may make me sound like a mad person. Imagine, 疯汉子..

5. Cool nails.

Okay this last one is really weird. I've never told anyone about this before. Cos it's really. Odd. Everyone has their strange sleeping habits, mine is really one of a kind. I have this habit of putting my nails on my knee cap, to sort of cool down my nails? I don't know but it's kinda easier for me to sleep after that.

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt

When all hopes are gone.

2011-03-06T18:35:00.012+08:00

Found this cool minimalistic ad :3

Nice aye? [:

It's funny how some people used to loath RV so much. Now that their results are good, they can't thank and love RV enough. And those who got not so satisfying results, hate RV even more.

Please. RV and our teachers don't owe us anything. If we really wanted good results that badly, we should have tried our best by all means to improve our grades.

Even though I didn't get what I want towards the end, in fact, far from that, I'm still neutral towards RV. Supposing I had been in a better school, I would still have gotten probably the same result.

If we HAVE to blame someone, we can only blame:

• Luck(Maybe you got like 69 or something)
• The way we study
• Our friends who influence our study pattern

But ultimately, we'll still have to blame on ourselves. For not reading the questions properly, for our carelessness, for being over-confident.

Don't be too dismayed anyway, Everything will turn out fine towards the end,

..only if you try that is.

Scripted destiny.

2011-02-24T18:55:00.005+08:00

Watched Black Swan with lessie yesterday! I can't help but accept the fact that I'm really a chicken :/ Although it's not even a scary movie to start with, I resorted to doing those things that kids do, yknow, hide behind my own hand ._.

Schizophrenia is scary :C

On an unrelated note, I really, do hate facebook.

Life is what happens.

2011-02-18T18:42:00.004+08:00

Today there was this patient who threw a temper ._. at me.

He was like, I need to go to a cluster with less patients. I thought, I've seen enough of these patients, and assigned him to the cluster he's SUPPOSED to go.

After ten minutes, he returned and raised his voice.

"I told you I want to go to the cluster with less patients! I see that there's less patients outside room 40! Why is that so! I still need to wait so long for my number in my cluster you know! It's either you transfer me to that cluster, or I'll lodge a complaint against you!"

And so I was trying to be calm and explained to him that he WAS supposed to wait that long precisely because he belonged to that cluster! But that guy wasn't trying to listen at all zzz. My manager saw and tried to resolve the prob.

When she asked what's wrong, I said, "This patient wants to be in a cluster with shorter waiting time."

&That guy almost immediately rebutted, "I DIDN'T SAY SHORTER WAITING TIME, I SAID LESS PATIENTS."

Wth? Doesn't that mean the same thing? -.-

The night goes on;

2011-02-17T18:07:00.009+08:00

I'm tired of always fearing that I'll be infected by the patients, fearing the patients. ):

I mean, every other aspect of the job is good! I don't mind the low pay that much either. But I'm just hating the fact that I don't know when I'll really contract hand foot mouth, or sore eyes, or chicken pox. Puts my friends and my family members at risk as well.

Everyday I keep spamming alcohol on my hands to keep germs away. Now my hands are so dry and are already on the verge of peeling..

But they still need me, still need the help of temp staff, so I'll be nice :P just have to be extra careful and keep myself protected as much as possible.

I can't remember how,

I can't remember why,

I'm lying here tonight.

Angry birds! >:(

2011-02-09T19:58:00.013+08:00

Just how cute can the game Angry Birds be?:D It never gets boring! Unless of course you keep failing the same level D: Stupid green pigs!

They came up with this "Angry Birds Seasons, Valentines"!

Kyaaaa! Cute much? :P

Took a photo of it using my dslr, hiakhiakhiak! Just look at the tiny pieces of food! Awww!

A grave mistake.

2011-02-08T22:16:00.005+08:00

Lol today when I was registering one of my patients, I wanted to ask him if he has history of asthma in mandarin.

I wanted to say 哮喘, but I ended up saying '先生,你有没有发xiao?'

Lmao omg it sounded like are you crazy! I laughed like hell behind the mask after I corrected myself hahaha! Goodness! Lucky there was something to hide my face from him!

Keep the faith.

2011-01-27T19:20:00.012+08:00

I learnt from trying out something in the polyclinic that I'm working in.

When I'm more cheerful, more patients tend to be happier, which in turn makes me happy as well. By the end of one hour I was chatting to loads of them like they're my friends, even joking to some of them once in a while.

Likewise, I ought to continue to be bubbly, and try to bring as much joy to others as possible.

“One day at a time -this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering.”

The road less travelled.

2011-01-23T17:49:00.003+08:00

"Life is meant to be difficult. Once we truly see this truth, we transcend it."

-Dr M. Scott Peck

Black skin;

2011-01-13T20:09:00.008+08:00

New skinnn :D :D Proud of the letters :]

Damn, I promised myself to stay healthy till Sat, but I can't even keep virus away from me for a week. Sigh.

Cool font :P

2011-01-11T18:58:00.007+08:00

This is my first try using photoshop!
I think it's quite prettayeee! :P

My mum's so baddd! When I asked her, how is it? She said, Cheyyy 有什么好看的!我随便做做都可以跟你一样美! -evil laughter-

In the end she opened Words and used 3d text ._.

Collapse;

2011-01-07T18:07:00.010+08:00

There's a reason why my post title is named like so. &Imma tell you why (:

In our polyclinic, there's a distinction between acute non-infectious patients (infectious refers to those who have either flu, cough, or fever.) and the same type of patients who are going to take some more of their long term medicine that they've finished their existing dose of.

On certain days, these two types of patients go to the rooms with the same range of room numbers, say, 33 to 40 cluster. &We'll say, "no collapse" to inform the staff at the registration counter.

On other days, these patients need to go different rooms, say, the former goes to rooms 33 to 38 but the latter goes to 39 to 40. &In this case, we'd say "collapse". It sort of means combine or no combine.

The funny thing today was, when, I was registering a patient, one of my colleagues was informing the other about this. She said,

"TODAY SECOND STOREY COLLAPSE AH!"

HAHAHAH, THEN MY PATIENT LOOKED SOOOO SUPER DUPER SHOCKED, COS MY COLLEAGUE STILL LOOKED SO NORMAL AND CONTINUED DOING HER WORK. Hahahhaah I was like lmao-ing insideeee.

Anyway, today on msn news (: Top 10 relationship revelations of 2010

Somehow it's all about Malaysians though. But it is kinda insightful (:

보고싶어요, 하지만..

2011-01-05T18:18:00.030+08:00

Today when me &Su-Lynn were going back home, we saw this uncle occupying three seats. I was about to ask SL wah that guy so bad, when she said,

"No ohmygod I don't think he's trying to sleep.."

Then I realised that the uncle was about to puke &his face was super pale. To be frank, we were afraid that he might puke on us instead lol. But we approached him and I tapped him on his shoulders and knee and asked "先生，你没事吧?" Which was obviously nonsensical cos he's surely feeling unwell.

But he didn't respond and continue shifting from his seating position to lie down then do the reverse. I asked a few more times and he didn't respond as well.

Another lady came along and asked me what's happening. She said maybe she should report to the staff down the mrt station. But I was like huh but the mrt's leaving soon leh.

After that girl left at CCK MRT station, Su-Lynn asked if I should ask the driver for help, &she had to get off at ald so I was all on my own.

I went to the most front cabin. Didn't know MRT's so frigging longggg, took me a while to reach there. Then I was like sian, I can't open that door leading to the driver what. So I asked this guy beside me, if he knows what to do.

In the end I pressed the emergency bell. Haha never pressed it before. Cool! :D

Anyways I was like,

"Er hello driver(lol at that), there's this uncle right at the back of the train who's feeling really unwell & is lying down and it seems like he's gonna faint, that's all."

In the end some staff in red came up from Gombak MRT station and the driver signalled to me that I can leave ald.

Pleasant experience to help someone. Besides, my mum was like so too. If no one helped her, I'll feel very pissed.

The strange thing was, nobody sitting beside the uncle cared to ask him what's wrong. They just shifted away -.- I understand that they are afraid that the man has some infectious disease, but that was too much isn't it.

What the hell, if everyone in society was like that, what would become of us? ):

-chillax-

Hmm, nice song aye? It's called You Wouldn't Answer My Calls by 2am (: Can't Let You Go Even If I Die by them is also reaaaally nice, but it's just a bit too dramatic D:

The entire of last year, what was I thinking..

Hospital craze;

2011-01-04T18:26:00.013+08:00

A rare visit to pet society and omg I realised Pet Society really loves me too much! Even this week's theme is related to me hehehe!

Maybe this will rekindle my love for the game lol!
Okay, probably not ._.

Ah I rmbed smth! A funny and scary thing hahaha. Yesterday all three of us, me, Su-Lynn and Xue Li dreamt about the polyclinic. Woah right! :D

&&Ohman, I keep hearing the registration counter bell ringing in my head right now. Su-Lynn was just talking about that same situation this aftnn. Spooky much? D:

Vaccination!

2011-01-03T19:31:00.007+08:00

Gonna try to keep this blog as alive as possible![:

Anyways! I just took the flu jab todayyyy! :D

It's been so long since I have had an injection!:P This time round, I saved 25 bucks! Hahahaha! The vaccine lasts for 1 entire year lehhh! :D -dances around in utter joy-

Plusplus! This vaccine's 3in1! It protects ppl against three strains — H1N1, influenza B strain and a new influenza H3N2 strain! Hiakhiak! 赚到了啦!:D :D

But the side effects are kicking in D: my hands and feet feel super cold, gonna have fever sooon! Those w/o flu shot, stay away from meeee!:P

Helppppp;

2011-01-02T21:35:00.005+08:00

Random ~~funny~~ informative post.

As a new chapter begins;

2011-01-01T10:06:00.014+08:00

Happy 2011 everyone! (:

Today's such a special day hahaha 1/1/11 (: But I'm welcomed by not only a swollen eye but also a humongous pimple on the side of my nose rofl! 've been eating too heaty stuff I guess D:

Went to Uncle Malcom's (Rachel's dad's) house to celebrate, much the same as every other year (: We played a improvised version of Risk! It's called Risk 2210 A.D. It's a looooot more complicated than the original Risk.

As you can see, there's even a round moon over there (top center, not the purple bowl!._.) for you to conquer lol!

&Uh, there's space, land and navy commanders, dictators, energy cards and stuff. Far too arduous!! D: Wanted to play 5 years (5 rounds), but after the 4th year, they decided to stop lol!

Hmm, my wishes for the new year, pretty much the same as anyone else.

Hope everyone remains healthy![:
Good grades for A's!
Maintain family cohesion!
Do not drift apart from the Jellies! (:
(This, I'll keep it to myself)

All the best to alllllllll of you! (:

1st day of job! + Aussie part 4

2010-12-29T20:22:00.045+08:00

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I realised this is the last post of December 2010, so I gotta paste the links for all posts in Dec here, since as I've mentioned earlier, some posts cannot be viewed cos of too much photos uploaded in the three giant posts. (Yes, I realised that was a super RUN-ON sentence T.T) So, here they are! (:

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Hi peeeeepo! :P

Today was, as the blog title speaks for itself, the first day of my job as a temporary Patient Service Associate at Woodlands Polyclinic!

Ayee but I didn't do nor learn a lot today, much of it was watching and self-learning.

Basically if the patient merely has a flu or aches here and there, it's a really simple job. But if they have long term medication, got referred to the clinic by some hospital, need to do numerous tests, then it tends to be a bit more challenging. But I shall pick up all the skills along the way yeah! :P

Workplace.

Met two teenagers who are working there as temp staff as well! Su Lynn and Shirley I think :D Two S-s! Rofl just kidding! Su Lynn looks a little like Winnie! :P LOL, Winnie's super funny can, she asks me to take a photo with Su Lynn and post it on facebook &tag her hahaha!

Anyway they are O level graduates! Which means that I'm the oldest there of course. They thought I was of the same age as them. I was like smirking from within and said Thank you Thank you! Oppsayee hahaha. It feels goooooddd! :P

Ohoh! And today they had this fire drill thingy! :D So cute and cooool! [: I learnt how to use a fire extinguisher too! Hahaha! The handle's really cold!

That's Xue Li over there in black and white :D

&Yeah black and white's our work attire. Since we're only temp staffs, the uniforms that the permanent staff were wearing weren't given to us. I didn't have polo tee which was completely white &without logo, so went to buy two sets with Beryl today after work :P Thank you Beryllll! :D :D

Wahhh I'm really tired of uploading Aussie photos! Hmm shall I give the URL of the album to y'all and then you guy can view the photos yourselves? Ooooh oooh, I heard 'yes'es! LOL okay lah, I imagined it myself.

Here!

Enjoy! It will be in the form of a slide show(: It's not complete though, I shall upload bit by bit(: &There are no captions!D:

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Added! But some cant be viewed cos the photos blocked them. To solve the prob, you can just leave the slideshow to run on itself. Do not touch the mouse! This way, the lower portion of the screen will disappear (: and every caption can then be viewed with ease. &If you want the photos to run faster, just press left and right arrows [:

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Sumimasen!D: (learnt from Beryl) Gotta forgive me the lazy bum yeah! [: Can ask me personally for captions if you all want hahaha doubt anyone would do that :P

♥ ♥ ♥ Signing off~!

Apologies!

2010-12-28T12:05:00.005+08:00

Sorraye I haven't uploaded Aussie part 4 yet cos yesterday I had to go for a job interview. &Guess what! I've just been informed this morning that I got the job already! :D :D :D

So yeaah today gotta go sign the contract, and I have to go DBS to open an account before that D: Urhm most probably I'll only be able to upload the pictures afterwards or a few days later, cos I need to start work immediately tmr T.T I don't know if Beryl has gotten the job as well! Really hope so![:

The job's at Woodlands Polyclinic, ayee receptionist. I'm kinda bothered by the fact that I don't know any Singapore dialects. Cos most of the patients there are old people D:

&I've got to wake up very early every morning D: D: Hahah then again I get to go home earlier! :D

Ttfn! Need to get my lunch ready! (:

Aussie Part 3.

2010-12-27T00:24:00.003+08:00

Hell yeah! I'm back to upload more photos!

&So the next day (whichever day may it be), we went for some forest adventureee first. Yeap yet again!

Random trees ._.

I think this would be the so called lianas that I learnt on geog textbook two years back? Those woody vines coiled around that tree.

Some prettaye flowers (:

Ohoh! And we suspected that's a HUGE nest left behind by some gigantic bird or something hahaha.

Rachel and Asia! They look a little "dwarfy" here. Sorry about my bad photo taking skills :P But they're kids afterall, who cares if they look short! [:

Rachel was taking photos of some insect hee!

&Later on, we went to this place called ThunderBird Park? Hahaha for some adventure games course. If you wanna go next time click HERE for more details (: But they've some height limit thing so Rach and Asia couldn't go.

All ready :P Lol!

A monkey in distraught. That's mhey!

Well it's supposed to look something like this but my mum didn't take many photos and besides she had to stand below so it was difficult for her to take good shots.

We were super tired when it ended! T.T

&Uh yeah we saw a huge spider there :O

Biscuit to fill my stomachhh :D

Rach's ahma feeding her (: cyooote!

Went to the mart that evening for some groceries shopping!

HA! Elongated tomatoes!

Just look at how fresh their fruits are. Gosh!

And this too!

Bananas. Yeah! Ladyfinger? Not sure 'bout that.

An archaic balance.

Well this is new! Aye how do I phrase this, the summing up of the costs of each item is also displayed to the customers as the products are being scanned. Okay whatever, you get what I mean! :D

That night, me and Rachel played with her magic pens! :D

Taadaaaa!

Rachel's work! Can you see the "Rachel" and "I love Jie Jie" up there? :D And -ahhem- yeah Jie is me duh :P

My work. I have to say, I'd no idea why I wrote "moss" ._.

Next, Movie world! Sigh didn't take lot's of pics since most of the time we were taking rides, watching stuff, when it's impossible to take photos or eating lol! But unfortunately I didn't dare take those scary rides alone (since the adults are too scared to go and there were no one my age there D: ).

(Btw some of the pics here are coped from elsewhere, not taken by me. So they tend to be a little blur)

For example, the Superman Escape ride. Gosh look at how steep it is. Toldya how scared I am of the feeling of gravity pulling me, much less taking that ride. -hyperventilates- If Jellygang was around, I'd take that ride though :D

Did take the indoor Scooby Doo ride though. It was (and will be, for you guys) a breeze. The only weird part is that you didn't know where it was gonna turn or when it's gonna drop. It threw went downwards when it was travelling backwards for a few secs, and I got a shock LOL. Soli lah! People have a weak heart cannot meh!

This one's the Lethal Weapon ride. Your legs are supposed to be left hanging outside. Yknow, like the -R groups in the secondary structure of the amino acid chains? LOL what am I saying. Damn! Should have taken the ride. Regretting already D: Hey! But I still got the tickets till June next year! :P Anyone wanna go Aussie with me again?

Another ride I went, Wild West Falls. It looks pretty harmless. At some parts it's pretty like Scooby Doo ride, whereby you drop down backwards.

BUT IT GOT ME ALL DRENCHED SHEESH, look at my hair. And shirt. And shorts. T.T Hahaha but having fun's the most impt no!

This is the ride I'd never. Yeah. EVER. go. You know the reason yeah? DON'T drag me along! Hear that? LOL okay chillax. It's Batman Space Shot. They say it goes down faster than g.

We got to see Marilyn Monroe, okay fake.

There's the Hollywood stunt driver show. Oh no I'm too tired of uploading the vid. So I'm gonna dump a random youtube video uploaded by others here! :D:D (yeah, about the show ._.)

By the way, this is a really long vid! Cos the show's long! Hahaha! &I didn't even look through the vid since youtube is slow now, so I have no idea whether it's good or not. HAHA! But I gotta say, precision must really be there. And for them to always land at that particular position w/o knocking into other cars, it is really something.

Ohoh and at some point of time snow (actually it's soap) was released from nowhere lol. It was quite surprising but awesommmme.

The video actually took close to three hours to be uploaded ._. and it's about soap?! Aye but well, I'm in itttt! :D LOL. It's funny how that guy in red keep blocking the snow! Yes block block block all you want but it's still gonna drop on you.

We also watched 4-D The Polar Express show which was much worse than Singapore's Shrek 4-D. -shrugs-

Ate lunch which was fries and hamburger.

And dinner. Same thing again. I was getting really sick of the food at that point of time.

That's my tweety birddd! In some kids show.

&Toy tweety! :P

Inside some kids ride again! LOL. Gosh you can tell I'm getting bored of adding captions for the photos. Oh dear.

Rachel and Asia on their favourite ride! They went for the ride 3 times lol.

Xmas celebration at night! Pretty neon lights yeah! (:

I can't believe how much effort I've put into uploading these photos and how late it is nowwww D: One more part to go! T.T Gotta sleep for now! Uploading tmr again!

Aussie Part 2.

2010-12-23T20:30:00.017+08:00

Do you know why the marriage ring is placed on the fourth finger from the thumb from your left hand? Because its the only finger that has a Vein which is directly connected to our heart. Its called the Vena Amoris. (:

Blogger is weird. It seems to be unable to contain all my posts o.o even when you click on Dec 2010 archive, some of the other december posts cannot be viewed.

Clicking here might help?
And I've also put several links on top for you my blog viewers (: At the end of Dec I will paste the links onto the last post of the month. So that the posts can still be viewed.

Anyways, went to this really beautiful light tower.

Lol gotta love this pic, actually Rachel's just irritated by the weather. But it looks as though Neville had bullied her and he really has this arrogant look on his face ROFL.

Uncle slowly climbing up.

Family (:

Group photo!

Me &mum!

Looks like a never ending road.

Blue blue sky. Bravo.

Went to seaside afterwards. It looks hot but it was reaaaally cold then.

I look like I'm bashing someone's head (My dad's actually) but hey really I'm not! LOL, I was lifting the surf board up to avoid being dragged away by the water.

&That night, Rachel's kindergarden friend Asia joined her (: Hahah Asia's such a unique nammmeee! But I think I'd name my daughter Azure instead lol!

Getting tired of uploading D:
The next day, we went to Sea World!

Surprisingly lotsa seagulls over there.

Mum took this photo, she said it was nearly impossible for her to capture us on photo since this roller coaster is actually really fast. As far as I could see, it is faster than the orange one (with loops), which I didn't try cos no one wants to go with me D: Frieeeeends! Go with me next time!!! :P

Dolphin show! The dolphins were really amazingggg!

Went for this ride as well. Actually I hate the feeling of dropping down! You can spin me around make me go from right to left but experiencing gravity is a no-no for me! Unless there are friends around of course(:

Kids ride. But they allow max one adult per two seats that are joined tgt, so I gotta pull that string myself ): pull until no strength LOL.

Just look at my sian face hahaha!

We saw this self-entertaining polar bear too! It's so cuteeee! It played with the yellow cone for a long time and kept diving into the water to entertain us :P

You get to sit in helicopters too! But I bet it costs a fortune D:

Some pirate show at the end of the day lol (:

Aussie Part 1.

2010-12-23T13:07:00.016+08:00

Sorry too many photos, and I have to resize the photos smaller since photos taken by DSLR are really huge, &save them on Photobucket to ensure the photos are not compressed by blogger. &So with ald so much things to do, I'm not gonna trim round edges (which was for aesthetics sake) for each photo yea? (:

Rented a car and drove from airport to our first apartment.

Notice the lamps are not perpendicular to the horizontal?[:

&This building's cool (:

My room, sorta? But I slept on the sofa in the end cos it was more comfty!

Master bedroom. That's my mum there lol.

Went out to have lunch soon after.

Rachel's hilariously cute lol. Oh sorry didn't tell you guys, Rach's my dad's boss's daughter. and uhh only their family and mine went on this very trip (: (Though another family came to join us on the next few days)

First meal we bought, it's called Lunch Box! (Well cos it comes in a box like container)
Cheeky mum :P

Closer view.

Nomnoms! Ohoh and cos they are Christians so they'd always pray before each meal [: That's Auntie Siok there, Rachel's mum. And Neville, Rach's cousin who always bully her, hmm sometimes vice versa [:

Back to apartment, sorting out food and stuff. I'm eating something I think lol!

Cooking in progress!

Before our dinner~!

Used dishwasher instead! Hahaha we aint got this stuff at my own house.

Next day, Carrara Market! (:

The fruits and veges they sell there are super fresh, as you can see!

Lady weighing cherries for us.

Scents? (:

Random string of cute Koala toy bears.

Kids even get to ride on mini horses in the market o_o

Plus, they've got a chance to make friends with animalllls lol! Oh yea that butterfly make up is done in the market too. Lotsa kids had them.

We had lunch at a family restaurant afterwards.

Mum and dad.

So much effort put into decorating the burger! -thumbs up-

Oh yeaaa you guys gotta try this! :P It's quite addicting.

We went for sight seeing afterwards. Drove to some mountainous place and found our way to numerous waterfalls. I swear they were magnificent, but slightly scary too D:

There was this flooded path,

Hahahah I look funny!

lol my mum told dad to carry her cos she dowan water in her shoes lol.

&He obeyed her commands hahaha cute or what?

Rachel totally should be a model when she grows up :P adoooorable!

Okay time for some gross stuff :P

These are their shed skins. Urgh I'm gonna puke.

Best of all lookouts.

Can't capture how beautiful it was, I don't have wide angle lens D:

Group photo.

Uncle Malcom and his family! :D Uncle Mal= Rachel's dad.

There was this shop down the hill that sells choc related stuff. Lol this one's soap actually, looks really like chocolates though.

Yummy REAL chocolateee! :D

Finally done with part oneeee. :D

Anxiety

2010-12-23T10:12:00.007+08:00

New blog template! (: It's Blue!

&Yeah! I'm back from Australiaaaa! (:
General comments:

Everyone is so gorgeous-looking over there!
The sky turns dark very early in the evening and dawn breaks very early too.
Shops close super early. Shopping malls as well.
Things there are generally more expensive than that in Singapore.

Loads of pictures taken in aussie coming up next, but there's really a lot of them so I have no choice but to upload in separate chunks. Cheeerio!

Dots.

2010-12-10T09:59:00.015+08:00

I hate my rashes.

Ever since primary 4, whenever I take a hot bath, sweat under the sun, or swim under the sun, little red dots will show up on my face and neck. Sometimes if I'm lucky, it will appear on my arms as well. All thanks to the Lux green color body exfoliating wash. Y'see, from the fact that I can still remember its name, you know how big an impact it had left on me. I can even remember how the body wash looks like, just that it's not on the market already.

I hate rashes cos I can't do things I like, or rather, I can't enjoy the things I like whenever it appears. Although I do admit that I don't like jogging, I really love some sports! Even if I can't play well, I still love the process and how much fun you can have with your friends while playing! I love running on the beach and immersing myself in the seawater and looking at small creatures swim to and fro. I love all these. Unfortunately, I can only do so in a limited time span, or under certain conditions.

Some may think,

What, it's just some itches here and there, no biggie right?

But mine's beyond that I feel. Can you imagine having mosquito bites all over your forehead, on your two cheeks, below your eyes, behind your ears, around your neck? It doesn't feel good really. And it's even worse in seawater, my skin will feel like it's burning and it stings like hell after sometime.

And it doesn't help when people stare at me like I've got some kinda disease though I'm sort of getting used to it. It doesn't help when some people ask me, are you alright, and give me the 'Urgh I'm disgusted' look at the same time. It doesn't help when some of my friends say 'you look like you just endured a prolonged war' or comments like that.

Maybe it's just me. They may be really concerned afterall and it's perhaps cos of my cynicism. Even if they do feel so, it should come quite naturally right? Since it's really odd. Since I really do look like a Frankenstein.

But, itch plus looks always make me want to dig a hole in the ground.

That's why I hate my rashes. I'd always have to avoid staring at people straight in the face and hurry to the toilet and splash water onto my face and wait till the rash fades a little. I mock myself in the mirror sometimes. I'd ask my friends, I look like a monster yeah? Cos even I think so.

Sigh this feels like an emo essay. Time for some happy stuff!

Yesterday's Jellygang outing was aaaaaaaaaawesome! We played two PlayStation games (: Guitar hero and Heavy rain! :D Shihui says the latter is the one of the games that received the best comments!

- How far are you willing to go to save someone you love?

Superrr coooool but loooong game :P The story's about the 'Origami Killer' who killed children. (I shall not reveal more) You get to navigate the characters around and choose your own ending to the story by selecting what each character says or does when you're in each of their perspective. But it's also like a movie! The animations and graphics are really good! (: Sheesh makes me want to have a PlayStation too ):

Guitar hero. Second time playing! :D hahaha it's still very fun to me! And i still like the guitar part the most! I think I scored (my) all time highest for singing! :D 99% Wooo! -shows off-

We cooked food at Les's house too! The photos are on Beryl's phone though, don't think she uploaded them yet. But we really cooked a glutton's meal! I can't even finish my bowl of spaghetti D: D: Hahaha when the photos are up, I'll upload them asap! [:

I'm flying to Brisbane tonight. Coming back on 22nd (:

See ya my friends &my blog! Tata for now!:D

I'm a bored, bald boar;

2010-12-08T12:28:00.006+08:00

Yaaaaay Jellygang outing tomorrow at Les's houseeeee (: (: Can't wait!

Sigh, learning a foreign language, especially the sentence structure, is sure difficult, but I'll try my bestest best! I'm gonna take super long to really know how to converse in it ): maybe 2 years or 3? ):

Ohmygosh, this piece of info is cool:

How would you know if you didn't try?

2010-12-07T13:03:00.017+08:00

Prom's over!

I should sound sad right? Hmm idk but maybe it's cos I didnt feel too excited about prom either. Since half of Jellygang didn't go afterall.

Sorry HuiYee ): It's not your fault, but I think that makeup place wasn't very professional (&I think you'd agree with me too? :P), even though they won the Miss Singapore Makeup or whatever contest.

It wasn't very worth it to have my hair straightened (which was ald quite straight to begin with) for twelve bucks (The person doesnt even know how to tease hair) and the nail booth for eight bucks. My nails were screwed up, really.

The color's quite nice though ♥

But bits and pieces of my nail polish chipped off right after prom. Sigh. Or maybe it's just me! :P

Nevermind, let's not comment too much about it! (: Well afterall, my dad says it's worth the experience! :D But next time, I'm just gonna buy my own makeup kit! (:

Ohoh! My friend bought my a razor commmmb! Not sold in Singapore oh! :D Heheheeee. Anyone wanna cut hair? :P Find meeeee! (After I've mastered how to use it!)

Too far; too tiring.

2010-12-01T18:36:00.012+08:00

Annyeong! :D

Safaha, Gummy, Jean and I went to our job agency at Orchard today! &The staff, Miss Kelly, introduced us to work at Starhub in Payar Lebar as customer service staff. We said we didn't mind the distance at first. &So we planned to wait for 5 hours while loitering around the shopping malls before our interview :/

In the end, we had to reject the offer cos we realised how draining it is gonna be to travel all the way to the other end of Singapore by train.

Look at this!! Omo, 5 days a week, for 6 straight months?! Andwaeee!

&So, gone's our high pay job! D:

Hahah but seriously I don't care about the salary (: Since it's the experience that matters!:D

Colour of the month, Green for christmas! :D :D

What about now, Westlife.

2010-11-30T14:11:00.024+08:00

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying
Can we see beyond the stars?
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you

What about now,
What about today,
What if you’re making me
all that I was meant to be,
What if our love never went away,
What if it’s lost behind
words we could never find,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now.

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace
Shadows fade into the light
I am by your side,
Where love will find you

What about now,
What about today,
What if you’re making me
all that I was meant to be,
What if our love had never went away,
What if it’s lost behind
words we could never find
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now.

Now that we’re here,
Now that we’ve come this far,
Just hold on
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me
all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind
words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you’re making me
all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it’s lost behind
words we could never find?
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
Baby, before it’s too late,
What about now?

A levels is officially over for me! (: (: Does anyone have job recommendations? Need a jobbbb! ): If not I'd be very bored over the long holiday! Hehe.

Yesterday watched Happy Potty with half of Jellygang members! :P hoho!

When Voldemort held the Elder Wand, I thought goshhh pleeeeease end nowwwwww, cos I desperately needed to go to the toilet LOL! &Yeaaa part one ended. Hahahah am I pro or pro?

Sigh but a bit sian, cos the story hasn't ended just yet and we have to watch part two again next year ._.

Now I wna watch Rapunzellll! Heard it's an amazing movieee! :D :D

Give me extra moolah! $.$ money face!

My first dish made by myself EVER.
My gosh it really doesn't look very edible does it!

Actually I peeled the tomato using the expand and contract method, but I think I overcooked so the whole dish so it turned out to be so gross P:

Actually it tastes quite okay but still. Wait till I see my parent's horrified expressions hahaha!

Sorry to my future hubby (if I do get one lol)! I will and must improve LOL! :D

As though history is repeating itself.

2010-11-28T09:11:00.007+08:00

The lower portion of my right eye is totally swelling up :/ and it's purplish. I wonder what happened to it D: it hurts when I press on it!

Yahoooo! One more day to the end of As!(:

I feel upset sometimes, never in 6 years were any of my classes in RVHS really united. We always ended up in small cliques here and there. I wonder how it is like to be in a class that's really bonded. Maybe part of it is my own fault?

But I'll never be in a "class" anymore. No opportunity to feel that way anymore.

OH HA NI!

2010-11-25T23:15:00.014+08:00

First, add "I'm a/an" to the title

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?

[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?

[x] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Pajamas = pimp
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?

[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[x] Black = with a sexy smile
[] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:

[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who will be naked with
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who banged
[ ] 7 = who smoked with
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[x] 9 = who was stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who shot

Pick the day you were born on:

[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = a glass of milk
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[x] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = your dealer
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:

[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because im sexy as hell
[x] Pink = because the lil people told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose..
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs

I'm a freaky cutie with a sexy smile who was stabbed horribly by a porn star because the lil people told me to!

Ohmygosh what on Earth is this Lol!

Anyways, have you guys heard about the drama "Playful Kiss"? The Korean version of the taiwan drama "It Started with a Kiss".

It's really not bad you know! I have no idea why it has only 3% in viewership in Korea. Maybe cos of the fierce competition there I guess?

The leading actress is quite a beauty I think, or cutie! (:

Jung So Min, that's her! (:

Hahah funny right, most people should be ogling at Kim Hyun Joong, but not me!

But the more I watch the drama, the more I realised that there's quite an obvious resemblance (voice, actions and hairstyles in dramas, face) between her and Yoon Eun Hye, which everyone is more familiar with. You can go google some of their photos for comparison (: She's even given the nickname of the second coming Yoon Eun Hye.

I used to think Yoon Eun Hye was sooo cute back then when I was watching Goong. But now I that I've realised, maybe it's only cos I like this kinda cheeky &cute celebrity girls :P ( &So not the typical thin, cute but cool kind of girl like Jessica Jung whom most guys like. Sorry if i offended anyone! OPPS!)

Aye I think Jung So Min's really adorable! But Yoon Eun Hye's prettier bah (: Her eyes are bigger that's for sure!

New template!

2010-11-24T21:09:00.021+08:00

Hahaha I like this template quite a lot cos it's simple and cos of the gradient thingy on top! Then again, if I don't, why'd I use it right (:

&I think I ought to keep track of my blog templates, it would be nice viewing them again cos most of the blog templates are made/ edited by myself! :P

I'm proud of mahself! *smirks*

Current template :D

Oh and this! I think it's one of my prettiest and most successful blogskin made of all time! Only for my own use though :P hehe I'm selfish! Lol no lah, never tried to figure out how to post on blogskins.com before haha (:

&Yeap! They are both pink I realised haha!

Oh yeah, I'm looking through my photobucket photos that I uploaded ages ago. I think I was really crazy (with a capital C) last time!

Gosh who would want a bee for their pet?

1 more paper to go! :D

2010-11-23T18:46:00.018+08:00

Hehe quite happy! :D

Hmm but sometimes after major exams end, I will feel quite empty, do you guys have that feeling too? Haha. Like, suddenly you've got nothing to do but to play. &I won't feel very productive. Only when I mug and have that little teenie weenie bit of time to slack, then would I feel really satisfied.

Sigh getting ill again, and I can feel my body blaming myself again :/ But people around me are all catching the flu virus. (&Some originate from me, OPPS!) No choice. Lol and so I just disinfected my jacket yesterday! :P

Yayee! Barber coming to my house to mug our last paper on Thursday/ Friday! :D

Oh and I realised that in my posts two years ago I sound so much more hyper. Plus I was so sick last time ._. Plus I can't really understand some of my posts, don't know what I was refering to or talking about. Lol I think I really grew older D:

Imman ill and old man.

Perfect, Hedley.

2010-11-20T16:08:00.007+08:00

Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong

I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying

Adrenaline

2010-11-18T17:10:00.007+08:00

Sometimes, all you need is a rush of adrenaline.

= makes you nervous
= unable to read questions correctly
= tackles question the wrong way
= lose more marks than others
= get poor results.

Hence, I shall not be nervous.
But the more i think about that, the more nervous I become T.T

A long way to go;

2010-11-16T18:53:00.012+08:00

When is it going to end?

变化何維健

2010-03-26T22:36:00.012+08:00

海变成陆地
快乐的能变成悲剧
那么爱会不会变成了麻痹

沙变成天梯
丑陋的能变成美丽
那么你会不会变成我的仇敌

我不是挑剔
可怕的变局
随时都在背后偷袭

时间会把我把你
都变成了灰烬
从勇气变距离
没有人能够保证
永远一起

时间会把我把你
都变成了回忆
那时候有没有
一个不会为时间
而变化的你

分开追逐著相聚
辛酸渴望著甜蜜
我们都是一样
穷得只剩下空虚

我买不起
我不确定
绝望谷底有没有奇迹

时间会把我把你都变成了灰烬
从勇气变距离
不变的幸福
只是一种距离

时间会把我把你都变成了回忆
那时候有没有
一个是你爱我我爱你最完美的结局

还是
我变成了你最想忘记的回忆

1st on the Charts! :D

2010-03-26T21:47:00.009+08:00

Nice. Vanilla Twilight's the first ♥

Justin Bieber's song Baby is, to an extent, disturbing. Hmm, the song is quite nice larh. But his voice.. currently sounds like a girl's, and his face.. kinda reminds me of Ellen Degeneres. O.O

VS

?

And the way he's dancing around the girl who's about his height, makes me think a mini version of Ellen DeGeneres is the one doing it.. and its... weird -.-

Need You Now, Lady Antebellum.

2010-03-21T20:17:00.010+08:00

Hahah i'm not sulking Sarah, the song lyrics are nice that's all (:

Anyway, has anyone noticed how often certain people(not that i'm against them) blog like this?

"I didn't eat AS i wasn't hungry"

I mean, grammatically i cant deny that it's wrong, but it.. sounds kinda weird lol. As opposed to, I didn't eat COS i wasn't hungry.

Sigh the march holidays hasnt been very fruitful. At least we finished OSCARS though! (:

Nice song I feel (:

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Vanilla Twilight, Owl City.

2010-03-13T22:55:00.007+08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

A tug at the heartstrings;

2010-02-19T23:13:00.008+08:00

There's so much things i wanna share with you so much happenings i wanna tell you ..

Why..

诚实地想你郭采洁

2010-02-19T15:35:00.008+08:00

世界忽然变形
忽然很安静
无助的我一秒间失去重心
听你不停为我担心
看你不停离我而去
你要我照顾自己
是我做了什么
让天使生气
还是忘了做什么让幸福远离
也许该要真的相信
有种爱叫远远关心
痛却又哽住呼吸
我用狂奔用无力用恶梦去想你
我讨厌命运骄傲的神情
嘲笑我没半点权力决定
我用痛哭用回忆用深爱去想你
去体会什么是迫不得已
越懂才越有勇气诚实地想你

是不是担心我怕黑不敢前进
那颗本来没坠落的流星
才拼命烧亮了自己

Go;

2010-02-05T23:56:00.005+08:00

Don't look back just go,
Take a breath move along.

如果没有你萧敬腾

2010-02-05T23:29:00.012+08:00

hey…我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
hey…我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你
没有过去我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你
我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及
反正没有了自已
hey…我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否也像我一样在想你

在你怀里的微笑杨丞琳

2010-01-28T19:36:00.031+08:00

可以吗让我和你对调

希望换成你爱我爱得快要疯掉

知道吗你对我多重要

只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱

爱随着风飘荡飘过了你嘴角

飘到天涯海角

把我困在这城堡哪里也逃不了

我不要别人温柔的怀抱

听不见你的心跳

连我熟悉的味道再也闻不到

我只要你喊我一次就好

从前亲昵的暗号

多想再次亲耳听到

让我暂时的依靠

那是短暂止痛药很快会失效

你只要再哄我一次就好

让我可以很骄傲

记住我拥有过的好

记住在你怀里微笑

Meet Forget.

2010-01-09T23:09:00.003+08:00

She's cute and all,
But I don't love her that much..

You'll always be a part of me.

2010-01-04T18:35:00.003+08:00

It's not face to face cos I just wont be able to do it.

Congrats to myself, 100th post [:

Forest Adventure at Bedok;

2009-12-23T18:29:00.013+08:00

Yesterday me, my dad and his collegues went to forest adventure!:D

Beryl!

YOU MISSED OUT ALL THE FUN, TSK!

I think its funnnn!:D 32 obstacles, four or five stations with increasing difficulties [:

You guys should try! :P It's kinda ex tho :/ 30 plus bucks. 50 plus if you want insurance &cert o.o &Maybe it's not very challenging enough for some of you :P

Oh and i'm in none of the photos larh! T.T
Just took them from the web lol!

I loved this the most! :D Cos the feeling of gliding across the water is so nice! :D &It's rly windy hahaha :P But you end this by digging your feet in the sand, so ... sometimes you end off lying down and you might get a pocket full of sand like me ._. The worse thing was my pockets were those that can't be flipped out -.-

The scariest was the Tarzan Swing i suppose? o.o Cos you'd experience free fall for hmm 3 secs? Then you feel safe again when smth's pulling you after a while. Hahaha i couldn't screaaaam! My voice is just somehow suppressed inside T.T

Don't be too adventurous and walk too fast tho, you might end up doing a split at this obstacle :P

More photos here, if you're interested.
Click!

Involuntarily..

2009-12-16T00:22:00.009+08:00

After my close encounters with death, i just realised i like...

pink?!

Ohmygod.

It's pink indeed :O

God bless.

2009-12-15T22:09:00.011+08:00

I swear, I could have died today.

Was returning home after sending Jean to MRT station cos it was pouring heavily. Like really heavily.

I arrived at this empty area in between two flats, just two more flats away from my house.

And a streak of lightning flashed before my eyes.

The security alarm of the car behind me sounded..

If I'd just been a bit slower..

Surprisingly enough, it was also the same place whereby, sometime ago when i walked pass, a rock or smth was thrown down and a car's rooftop was dented o.o Literally..

I'm really not joking..
God bless all of you.